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you write such pretty words
you write such pretty words
but lifes no story book
but lifes no story book
All These Things That I`ve Done
When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on
I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand
Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no
Help me out
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain't changing me
The cold-hearted boy I used to be
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
...
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Over and in, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done
All these things that I've done
If you can hold on
If you can hold on
today i went to wonderland wiht my friends and their families. brianna,her brother,her sister,her mom,her dad,her cousin tyler. my friend kayleigh,her dad,brother,and sister. we hadd so much fun. me brianna and kayleigh left everyone for a while and so did eric and tyler, and we went on some rides. we had to meet up at 2:00. we went on rides and met some people.. ((joe)). and by 1:30 we were melting. me and kayleigh had our bathingsuits but brianna didnt bring hers.. so we wanted to buy her one. they had the cutest ones there. but she wouldtn let us buy it for her. it was only 20 dollurzz ... em n kayleogh would have payed for it togetherr. after half an hour of arguing whether we should get the bathing suit or not, we just left for lunch .. we had pizza thenn went to the waterpark.. me and kayleigh got changed and went in the wave pool and met 8 more people. i dont wanna name them all right now though. i thin kwe swam for like an hour or something.. and i felt so bad for it because brianna could only go so far as her skirt would let her. so we got kicked out by the people who work there because someone hadd an accidentt. lol.. we didnt wanna swimm in "accident".. all thee lounging area was filled with people and there was hardly any room to even breathe. we all bought matching necklaces. and theyre so pretty.. mines green, briannas is orange, and kayleigh's is purple. they were so cheap but so prettty.. then i asked briana to buy me a towel with my money because i forgott mine.. she came backk with a lifeguard towell.. it said. Paramount Canada's wonderland on it.. then on the other side it said Lifeguard. lol. it was seven dollars. i love itt.. then we all went to the gift shop and me and kayleigh bought pink cow girl hatss.. theyre soo cute.. lol.. and i saw the perfect gift for my cousin marcus!! . it looks REALLY tasty too.. Lmfao.. he's leaving for Mexico next week though so i don't know if i can wait to give them to him before i burstt with excitementt to see the look on his face. -- after wonderland. brianna was driving me home so we stopped at her parent's friends house. we played around for a ocuple hours and went to the parrkk and stuff.. it was cool.. then my dad called and told me that someone in my family was in a badd car crash involvingg like a million cars (( 8 actually )).. so i decided to go home. i think that everyone enjoyed their day.. i know i did.. thankss guyss. i lovee you soo much <3 * =)
The Dramatic Version
It was a sunny day down at old Paramount Canada`s Wonderland.. but the day was quickly ending. as usual, my family likes to play a game or 2 before we leave.. so we played a game till everyone got a prize. mine was special.. special indeed.. it was the beginning of a new friendshipl.. Mr PurpleSteen.. Ahh what a bear he was. he was shiny and purple and fluffy and cuddley.. he was the bestest..then after a month or so. i forgot about old purplesteen.. then i hid him away in a dusty old smelly closet.. i regret that..then just a week ago.. i found mr purplesteen in my room behind my dresser..that was the night that brianna was over at my house.. so we took pictures with him and we played aroundd.. then brianna got a little outta control! she was gettin nasty with purplesteenn.. then i had to steal him awayy before he got scared.. so i took him and she took pictures of us.. then i kindly passed him over to her and they took nice pictures together.. then we had some delightful poopcorn in a delightful pink bowl and took delightful pictures of it..it was delightful.. thenn it was time to go to sleepp because it was 3 am .. and we had to get up at 7 am to babysit.. terrible stuff.. in the morning we went upstairs and brianna just dropped to the floor and fell asleep on my bedroom floorr... so i took a picturee.. i captured ever little moment.. so we went babysitting and it was fun.. surprisingly.. my cousin Michael`s friend Jeffrey came overr. Ohh he`s the greatest 8 year old that eevr livedd i swearr.. there are no words to describe young Jeffrey..
Well.. Jeffrey Concludes my Dramatic Story..
on THIS day, krissy and i woke up to the sound of pots and pans at 10 am. it turns out that nicki decided to wake up and do the dishes while we were sleeping in the living room. we couldnt get back to sleep after that, so we came online and talked to jenna. she was supposed to chill with us, but she had to wait for her grandma`s fridge to come :| .. thenn her uncle said he could drive her.. lol. so she came to my house, n me n krissy got dressed n walked to briannas house and thenn stole brianna to come to my house too , so we could ALL chill.. it was funn.. i think.. i dont really remember what we did.. i think that krissy left at around 5 and thenn me n jenna and brianna chilled in my pool and around my house.. we had hot dogs for dinner, and then went to the convenient store at like 9 to get some cheese for our midnight nachos.. it was nice. we made a little shopping list and everything, but when we go tthere, they didnt have cheese.. it was terrible.. so we got chips n pop, then 10 minutes later, the lady in the store came over to us with some parmasean cheese and asked us if we wanted it. we kindly declined and trotted up to the cash register when suddenly then cashier there asked us if we came there from swimming.. he said " so you all come from pool? even she? the little one? ".. i was about to crak up laughing.. haha.. lol.. then he said " whos sister is she?" i was about to tell him that she was MY sister, but i didnt.. then he said " how do you know her? is she your age?" .. then he said that she was so small and i was about to smash his face in because he was all up in our business.. so we were on our way home, when it was suddenly dark out and we were scared that somone would kidnap us, s we called nicki and she said she would come and meet us at the park (((((((( continues )))))))
August16th
on this day, i was very bored, and made plans to hang out with a friend, brianna. she had been out all day, and decided to catch a movie with my pals krissy n austin. we saw skeleton key. it really wasnt as scary as we thought it would be.. but it was confusing sorta.. you knoww.. so when we were waiting for the movie to start, krissy n austin saw their friends ally (( or how ever you spell her name )), kevin, and some kid named kirk.. surprisingly, my bud daniel showed up too because hes good friends with the few people.. me n dan shared our summer times and then in the middle of the movie he left me because apparently his friends were asking him questions about me, then he didnt come back.. so i was all lonely while krissy n austin were talkin n stuff.. when daniel left, he forgot that he had left his bag of skittles on the ground.. austin ate them all then threw the bag at daniel.. hahahahaha.. it was funnnaayy.. when the movie was over, the three of us went over to some rocky things and waited for parents to pick us up.. in that time, i learned some very "interestin" info about young austy frosty.. i am un-authorized to say what the information was.. so i`ll leave it at that.. thenn me n krissy went back to my dads place and talked to my friend mark.. lol.. no comment on what we talked about.. =|.. lmfao..thenn we set up our little bed on the ground, and watched a movie.. then at 2 am i started talking about random things..krissy said i talked from 2-5 non-stop.. except for breaths.. lmao.. i told her EVERYTHING she needed to know.. lol. it was jokezz.. we went to bed at 5 because i was out of breath, then..
August6th
Yesterdayy was august 6th.. kayleigh was overr againn.. she woke me upp at 8 in the morningg.. lol.. we went downstairs to have some breakkyy and we decided on some bagelss.. i put cream cheese on minee nkayleigh put nacho flavoured popcorn toppinggss on herss..theenn cream cheesee and it tasted like that vegetable dip stuff.... lol. i did the same with mine and it was ok i guess.. thenn we wwacttched the end of scary movie 3.. lol... what a funny moviee.. then we decided to watch grease ! =) i love that moviee with a million passsionss.. only because it has john travolta. lmao.. naww i lovee it because of everyone =| ..we watchedd itt then we went upstairzz to do our hairr and clean my room.. lol.. it was a mess.. i put my matress on the florr for the night so that if kayleigh pushed me off agian, it woundt hurt so badd.. lmao.. ahaa.. she straightened my hair, and it took a long time because my hair wass soo .. bigg. lmao.. like a lion.. roarr.. but we got donee soon enough.. then she sat in the special chair and i straightened her hairr.. :).. we looked fancy. thenn we were on our way to the beacchh.. we got there and there was a tinyy doggiee on a leash by wheree the lifeguard people put their stuff.. lol..2 more dogs were there with their ownerss and we all pett the doggiess. they were soo adorable.. thenn we went on over to the park and me n kayleigh had our lollipops with uss .. 2 people asked us where we got them and kayleigh was like" over by the store..you know.. that storre".. i was laughingg.. then we left to go to the actuall water and saw duckkss.. lol.. we tried to chase them but there was too many rocks in the water to go any deepper.. we took some pictures andd thenn waved at the lifeguard. he looks like his name could be steve or something like that. i dunnoo.. thenn my mom called us and we went for lunchh.. we went to swiss chalet and our waitor`s name was Brandon.. he was quite the cool guy.. lol... this iss not very funn.. if u wanna know what happened with brandon.. email me i guess.. latezz babezz..
August5th
Todayy me n kayleigh went to the mall with my mom and sisterr.. we hadd some fun.. me n kayleigh n nicki went into urban behavior and there was a rack of shorts on for 3for $10.. but these shorts were like underwearr.. lmaoo.. omg.. we tried on like every pair on the rackk and they were like the size of my underwearr.. lmao.. the guy in the store put a pair of shorts upp against himself and he was like.. wow.. and nicki was llike.. ohh lookin goodd.. and he told us that soon the clothes are gunna have less fabric that thongs..lol.. nicki left to go hang wiht my mom before we tried on our shorts.. lmao.. it was so funnyy.. we put them on and came out a tiwrled around.. i bought 2 pairs of shorts.. a white pair and a black pair.. theyre so littlee ohh myy.. we got homee and then we planned on going to the movies.. we planned for dukes of hazzard.. she got the same pair of white shorts as i did, so we wore thosee with a baggyy t shirt over top of themm tucked in the front so we didnt look entirely nakedd. lol.. we got our tickets and played a game before the movie started.. air hockey.. lmao i suckk at it.. its soo funny though.. thenn we went into our movie, and 20 minutes into it, we decided to go into wedding crashers where my sister and he friends were sitting (( her boyfriend patty cakes and her friends corey and jeff )).. we sat a row behind and them and we saww nicki and her bff havin some fun.. they didnt know we were there though.. lmao.. sooooo then we tapped corey on the shoulder and told him to sy hi to nicki for us, then made a run for itt.. hahahaa.. thenn we " hung around the """movie theatre"""" for a bitt.. lmfao kayleighh.. andd went back into nickis moviee .. and sat beside corey and watched nicki.. where the funny parts were supposed to be, me n kayleigh just laughed really loudly n junk.. lmao.. thenn we walked outt of the theatree and saw GEORGE!! a realllyyy cute guy.. omgg.. kaylwigh knew him.. and we got his email.. lol.. hes so cute.. then we got home and added george and put my matrress on the floor so that if if fell off the bed again, it wouldnt hurt so bad..lmao.. then we talkedd and went to beddtimezzz.. lmao..
August4th
omgg what a weekend.. lol... on thursdayyy morningg.. bright and early kayleighs mom picked me up at my house to go back to kayleighs houseee to go to wonderlandd.. wow.. lol.. whenn we were a few houses away form my house, i figured that i forgot my celll phone in the housee... i had to go back and get itt..thenn we arrived at the tooley household where we would patiently wait for kayleighs dad to take us to wonderland.. she got all ready and we lefftt.. we were on the way theer and her dad was giving us speeeches on how its bad to meet ranodm uys especially if therr seventeenn years old.. and how were both pretty girls and thatt we shouldnt go back to strangers houses if they ask us to. lmao.. when we got to wonderland we went on dragon fire andd our ears were like REDD after.. lmao.. thennn we went ontoo top gunn and we saw thiss guy in a green shirt and took a picture of him.. lmao.. i unno whyy.. ahahaha.. there was also a guy with blue hair :O:O.. lol...we tooka picture of him and it looked so wierd because evryone was staring while we took the pictures... lmao.. omggoodness.. after that we went to the water parkk and went in the pooll.. omg there were so many people staring at us for no flippin reason.. we saw this guy that looked like shawn desman but chubbier.lol. he was following uss and swimmin past us a lot.. hahha. then we lost him and saw another guy who looked like my cousin butt.. andd his friends kept pushing him into uss. then he came right on top of me n kayleigh and we just asked him what his name was... he said it was chris.. and that he was 14.. and he was like.. " im so sorry my friends are being dicks pushing me into you ".. aha.. then he leftt.. and like 10 minutes later he came over to us with 2 other guys and we talked then he was like.. this is my brother.. my twin.. and we were shocked as hell because his brother was like chubbish and had long curly hair.. and chris had short hair and was skinny-ish.. in shape lets just say.... lol.. thenn we asked them to hanngg out for the day and they said yeahh sure.. thenn they went away for a secc then came backk.. they were around just kinda staring and talking.. then me n kayleigh got out of the pool to get warmm then wwe went back in and couldnt find themm.. lmao.. we were ditched by creeps.. but it kinda seemed like wwe were ditching themm because we got out of the pool when we said we were gunna hang with them.. when chris and his brother and friend leftt kayleigh was like.. OMG HE WAS STARINGG AT YOU SOOOOOOOOO BADD!! and i saidd to her.. omg no he wasnt.. and we argued about that for a bit.. thenn we met this guy named steven and he was 17 apparently.. we talked to him and he was nice.. but he was looking at me so hard when i was talking to him.. omg it was funny.. thenn we left to go n black hole.. there was a guy and a girl behind us, and i had a yellow skirt on, which was short-ishh... lol.. when we were going up the stairs, kayleigh was whispering " omg that guy is staringg up your skirtt !!!!:O "..and i told her that he had a girlfriend.. lmao.. she said he was still staring.. thenn we went down the slide, i was like yelling to see if kayleigh oculd hear me.. she couldnt.. lmao.. we went into the changerooms and then kayleigh wanted to get her stuff form the locker and when we were walking out, there was a big yellow caution sign and i missed it and my ffoot slipped and i fell on my side and my head hit the cement wall so hard it made a huge knocking sound and everyone was staring at me and i swear kayleigh was like flipping outt.. then this laydee asked me if i was ok. i think i was.. but i had troubles getting up.. lol.. i have a big bump on my head now :(.. then we went to have some lunchh at new york fries.. kayleigh put some cajan topping on her fries and said it tasted good.. so i pput some on.. it was ok i guess.. lol.. then we went onto cyclone and sledgehammer.. lol.. some guy was singing mike jones.. lmao.. then i turned away and started yelling BACK THEN THEY DINNT WANT ME NOW IM HOTT THEY ALL ON MEEHH!!!.. lol.. kayleigh was laughing and telling me he was stariing too.. omg.. shes full of it ;). lol.. we went and got some blizzards and they tasted so bad .. we threww them out.. lmao.. waste of moneyy.. then some gu in front of me sneezedd and i yelled BLESS YOU and he didnt even look back... he just said thank youuuu :)... it was funnaayyy..ttthhhhheeennnn we went to ppllayy some gamess lol.. we asked the guy who worked there if we could have free roses and he said.. nooo.. and ii was like.. just give us roses cuz u love us so muchh.. then he told us to come back in 15 minutes.. but i told him that we had to leave soon.. then he said to come back in 5.. so we went pee and then got our roses.. he was about to give them to uss then he asked us what he would get if we got rroses.. i said i would give him a handshake... but he just gave us to roses and walked away.. lol.. earlier that dayy we bought BIGGGGGG bendy flowerss that were pink and lovelyy.. lmao.. they were in the clearance area to they were like $6.. excellenttt.. and i gott one of those rubber bbraceletss that says surfer girl and its pink.. omgg its soo cool.. lmao.. kayleigh got a BIGGG swirley lollipop that was ppink.. and i got a BIGG lollipop that was red on theo utside and then white and had a strawberry in the middlee.. lol.. it took us like 3 days to eat themm.. theenn we went home and attempted to watch the Excorsist.. but fell asleep.. in the middle of the night, kayleigh pushed me right off my bed so i had to get a blanket to layy on and some pillows and i slept on the floor :(.. lol.. she go tmy bed and i got the floorr.. how uncool... lmao.. :).. in the morning i was on the floor and she woke up and was li ke.. wow why r u on the floorr.. and i was like.. because you PUSHED me off my ownn bedd.. mann.. lmao.. hahahaaa.. it was so funnyy though.. continues
August3rd
Dramatic name change..
Seems mr purplesteen`s been going through rough times and needs a name change to be rid of all his problems and start off fresh. ive thought of a few names.. but none really ring.. i`m in desperate need of a new name for purplesteen.. if you happen to have any suggestions, i advise you to write them out in my guestbook.. it would be greatly appreciated.... greatly..soooooon enough i`ll have a name for former purplesteen..but until then, it would be pleasant for you to help me.. i cant spell so pardon my errors..
sincerely, dee
August3rd
Today ii was at my dads housee n my mo decided to randomly show up at 9:00 in the morning and take me to her place.. she said that her italian family was coming over, so wheni got in the house; it smelled like roses, andd it was spotless i swear.. i went into my room and it was soo clean i didnt even think it was my room.. so i couldnt do much in there. my mom even got mad because i messed up all 20 of my pillows :| .. so i showeredd and went on the computerr and talked to people. kayleigh && brianna were planning to go to wonderland the next dayy.. so i helped plann.. now, kayleigh`s mom is pickingg me up in the morning to go to kayleighs house, thennnnn were gunna wait for kayleighs dad to drive us to wonderland.. thennnn we`ll hang out at wonderland for the day as usual, meet some people, get some numbers, get some emails.. you know.. the basics.. i plan on writing about it here too.. kayleighs mom is gunna pick us up at 8:30 ishh and shes gunnahh dropp us off at my house n were gunnahh stayy at my homie n swimm n jnk like thatt.. thenn.. we`ll take it fromm there.. because i have no clue what we`ll be doing the next day... checckk out this page on friday or saturday to see how our dat ay wonderland went.. you`ll probably have a few laughs...
sincerely.. dee
July 30th - August 1st
This weekend me, my dad, my dads friend Mike, and my sister all went up to deep river for a few days. it was really far. 6 hours away. 6 hours in the backseat of a truck, with nothing but music, cell phones, and the attempt to get along with my sister for once in my life.. which surprisingly worked.. we didnt argue the whole way there, which was wierd because ive never spent 6 hours with her without arguing.. we left the house at around 3 pm, and we actually left ajax at 5:30 pm.. between filling up the truck with diesel and making sandwiches for lunch and dropping sandwiches, we got there at 11:30 at night.. wierd cause everyone was up waiting for us.. not much to do around there without the stanhopes.. me and my sister and simone (( my dads friends daughter )) all slept in a huge tent out back and at around 4 am, me n nicki woke up and put on another 2 layers of clothes cause it pprobably dropped to .. well .. low.. the next morning, all the adults left to go golfing at 11, by then we were just getting up..we got in the house and simones mom, sister, brother , and cousin whitney were there.. whitney is the cutest little girl in the whole wide world.. shes so little and so adorable.. me n nicki n simone went for a walk down the street because there was going to be a ball roll.. lol.. a little yellow truck thing was loaded up with 2 000 tennis balls and the roads were blocked off.. the first tenis ball to get down the road, won.. that took about 10 minutes because the balls kept getting stuck in the wood planks that blocked off the intersections, everyone was kicking the tennis balls trying to get them down the street.. it wasnt very amusing so we left and went down to the water.. there was a big hill of rocks you have to climb down to get to the water which was surprinsingly low this year.. i did fine because i had actual shoes on. .nicki n simone had thing sandals on and had troubles.. we went down to the water and it was really warm.. we climbed back up the rocks and went down to the pier to see the boats and they were all just sitting stranded in the water for some odd reason.. we walked back to the house and asked if we could go to the beach.. we packed up our lunches and drink and bathing suits and towels and headed down to the beach.. on the way there we all took turns carrying the large large large bag.. when we got there we ate our lunches and these people came up to us and asked us to rate them.. there was a guy and a girl.. they were strange.. we gave the guy lower rates and the girl like 10`s.. i gave the guy a 5 and the girl a 10.. lol.. then they left us alone.. we went in the water and it was like closed off to a little pool-ish area.. and it was so shallow for like a mile and we kept thining it was gunna drop so we put our feet our and felt around before we stepped again.. then we went out to the flooating dock and stodd ther helplessly for a minute or two then swam back.. we lied down for a bit then me n simone went back to the dock and when she got back in the water she was like yelling at me to swim fast to shore because she thought a water snake or a fish brushed up against her leg.. i bet it was seaweed =| .. her mom met up with us theer and we got a drive back to the golf course to see the parents and have a drink.. then we took the boat out across the river.. we just lounged around the water for a bit and nicki n simone built a sand castle.. lol.. when we got back, mike came out of the boat and his foot was gushing blood.. like gallons i swearr.. he stepped on a clam and it went like an inch into his foot and tim took him to the hospital.. he was gunna get stitches but he just got some kinda shot.. after we got out of the boat, some people were pulling in in their boat and they were drunk out of their minds and one guy was like yelling at us saying HEY LADIES!! NO WORRIES!! DO NOT WORRY!! ITS ME!! SHAWN DESMAN!! ITS OK BECAUSE IM HERE!! we took a picture of him and it was soo funnyyy.. when we got home, me n my dad took out our baseball gloves and played catch with the baseball in the driveway for a while.. then i got a huge bruise on my hand from him throwin ghard and me catching with the palm onf my hand and not the pocket of the glove.. we went in for dinner and thenn watched Now and Then. thenn we went to bed and talked in the tent for a bit.. next day we were supposed to climb a mountain but it was supposed to rain so we just went ot the beach for the day.. we showered then went to the beach and me n nicki n simone rode in the sea doo and i was like telling nicki a story on the way there and she was just laughing at me because i was bouncing around and yelling some random story about ainsleys sea do at her cottage.. then when we got there we played some kind of game where u have to throw some stick things at some other block things and knowck them over.. me n my dad won. then we played some catch again and im gettin betterr.. goin pro. lol.. not really though.. then me n simone went on down to the other side of the beach and we saw "shawn desman" again laying on the beach with his friends.. we ran back to nicki and evryone and were yelling ITS SHAWN DESMAN AGAIN!! .. =) .. teeeheeezzz.. on the way back to .ontario.. (( the beach was Indian Point.. Quebec )) me n my dad and mike rod ein the sea doo and i was bouncing everywhere and my dad was laughing and having the time of his life while mike was holding on for dear life and looked like he was gunna die.. lmao.. we got back and got changed and played with whitney and watched incredibles and went to bed and i read the girlies a love story.. haaa. lol.. and then smione read us a story but we fell asleep. then my bud joey sent me text messages at like 2 in the morning tellin me andom things then at like 8 in the morning he texted me saynn its morning WAKE up!!.. hes a handy dandy alarm clock and someone to talk to.. lol.. youre good people joey.. next day we got up had breakfast and went down to the 60th anniversary for Deep River.. only like 100 people or less tunred up .. but only for the free cake.. some guy made a HUGE HUGE HUGE cake and was giving everyone HUGE pieces and free lemonade.. there were some old people singing songs and they were so full of cheer.. it was soo cool.. lmao.. the pieces of cake were the size of our heads.. when we got our cake, we went down the hill to see the army people who came to show their stuffs and rubbed it in their faces that we had cake .. we asked them if they liked cake and they said yeah.. we said cool and left.. then i suggested that we bring them some cake.. nicki didnt wanna so me n simone went and got more cake for them.. nicki hleped us bring it to them.. they thanked uss lots and lots.. thenn we went up there again and everyone was drinking lemonade .. that was also free..we got some lemonade and i deceded to bring them some lemonade to.. we all grabbed 2 each and brought it down to the army people and they drank it so fast it wasnt even funnyy.. then simone got more cake and we had to go homee.. it was a LOOOONNNNNNNNGGGGGGG 4 hours home because me n nicki werent gettin along because of the lack of sleepp and lack of entertainment.. for me.. now im homee.. and i plan on sleeping for about 3 days.. its 11 pm now.. soo im outtt..
it was fun guys.. lots of fun
July28th
Ah todayy i went to wonderland with my mom, kayleigh, her brothers: jonathan,derick,jordan.. her sister alyssa, her dad Aldo, andd my mom Rita. we all met up at like 11:30/12:00 and split up into groups for the day.. there was me,kayleigh,jonathan && derick... we went on wild beast first and we met some people who wanted to be our friends.. their names were :Mathew,Storm =|,and David i think.. storm gave us his number and his email and told us to call him and apparently he lives in ajax.. near the durham centre =) .. he kept running up to uss and telling us stuff about him.. then we went for lunch and someone named jesse introduced himself to us.. he was 15..and his friend was KIND OF cute.. but he had a girlfriend.. his eyes were adorable.. =).. then we got jesse's email.. he was nice.. thenn we went to goo meet up with my mom to get the car keys to get my bathingsuit.. on the way into the pool there was a REALLY hott/cute guyy with a guy with an orange hat.. the orange hat one was average.. and the other one kept staring so we felt special.. lmao.. :P .. then we met these people named Daniel & Daniel.. they kept splashing us and they were being meanies.. one of them jumped on us when we were in the kiddyy area.. and they claimed they were 15.. they acted like they were 3.. thennnnn we went to psyclone before we left and met the SEXIEST F`N PEOPLE EVER!! OMFG THEY WERE SOO EFFIN SEXCCCC!!! AHHH.. we named one gorgeous and the other one gorgeous 2.. they were brothers.. and they kept lookin at us too.. =). well gorgeous 2 was.. and he was the one with the girlfriend.. omgg they were soo sexy =) .. then we leftt.. and kayleigh and herr famm had to go and find her brothers.. me n kayleigh said it was the worst dayy ever because we would never see gorgeous again.. =(
July 25th
Today my cousin john came over so we could babysit him in the comfort of our own home =) .. at around 6 at night, we all went to the beach to go to the park and throw rocks and enjoy the scenery. it was wuite lovely. me and nicki enjoyed taking pictures of ourselves and in the water. which was absolutely FREEZING.. i tried to stay in the water while she took a picture but my face looked so wierd because i was cold.. i saw it and it wwas funnyy.. then there were some guys who looked like they desperately needed a bath or 2. there were 4 of them.. they came over and asked us how oldw e were.. nicki joyfully said 13.. then they asked her what highschool she was going into.. she had to say DOC.. then they were like.. are you babysitting.. and i said.. " yeahh this is our "cousin".." and i gave quite the "look"..then the blond one said.. " whoa i thought maybe that was ur kid ".. then they left because i was lookin quite like i was going to throw up because of their uncleanliness.. then they came and back and the blond one said that the one in the black shirt liked both of us.. quite rechid this boy.. then my mom called my sister and told her that we had to leave .. then we walked away. and the guy said something .. then john said " but our feet are all dirty! ".. it was soo funny.. then we went to dairy queen and got ice creams and stuff.. i got a HUGE slushie thing.. and when my mom left to clean johns face, me and my sister played this gamee called fling the slushie'.. i put some slush on my spoon and pulled it back, aiming for nicki, i almost got a car that was pulling out of the parking lot.. but it splashed all over the parking lot.. then nicki suggested that she stood in fornt of the window of DQ.. then we thought for a minute and came to realize that it would have sposheddd all over the window where the 2 elderlies were lounging.. then my mom came out and instead of flinging my slushie.. i ate it.. then i informed john that my slushie tasted like snow.. then he tried some and told me. " HEY IT TASTES LIKE SNOW!! " .. then we went home and chatted online with my mom's boyfriend Aldo.. (( ahhaa kiddingg mommm.. i knoww he isnt your boyfriend )).. he's my friend kayleigh's dad.. and theyre both single.. and they talk.. and he got all his kids in the wwebcam... so my mom gathered all of us up and put us in it too.. we looked soo squishedd .. lol..
i think my hand is cramping now.. so imm outt..
Laterr Gaterzz.. Youre Hott.. You Know IT
tallest:Eric&Jenn
funniest:Jenn&Kyle&Them
swears the most:Jenn
nicest:Brianna&Jenna&Krissy
always there for me: Brianna&Jenna&Shawna&Mom&Dad
lives closest to me:Jenn
lives farthest from me: UhmmPeter =|
friendliest:Shawna =)
most energy: Little Kids&Kyle
best laugh:I Love All Ur Laughs
happiest:We're All Happy
shyest: I Don`t Believe I Knoww That Word
most mature: I Don`t Know That Word Eitherr Lmfao
most understanding:My Mom Understands Me Pretty Well
deepest: Dramatics. I Guess I Could Be Deep Lmao. && Marcus
sweetest:god.. no one
weirdest:Cassondra&Kyle
well you kind of feel like crap when you go after somebody that you like and your best friend just always seems to get what you want most [tear]
brianna kayleigh ainsley cassondra emily
jenn ainsley brittni britt krissy mariah
kelsey vicki jenna monica shawna katrina
melissa amanda diana jenny amy sarah
megan kristina perez kels kelsi ally
jennifer daniella danielle vanessa jessi
jessica alysha maria val natalie abby gilly
jenn ainsley brittni britt krissy mariah
kelsey vicki jenna monica shawna katrina
melissa amanda diana jenny amy sarah
megan kristina perez kels kelsi ally
jennifer daniella danielle vanessa jessi
jessica alysha maria val natalie abby gilly
austin kyle daniel kevin kevin kevin kevin
anthony erick eric dylan dillon dylan dylan
patrick pat greggy greg collin james ryan
michael mikey mike john bobby zack zack
brayden brenden brendan boyd steve steven
shawn sean danny dani mark mark jake josh
kal marcus jonny alex richie james tyler tyler
cameron scotty andrew brian jamie ramario
burton chinny david george henry jeff jesse
luke kamden marlon nelson
anthony erick eric dylan dillon dylan dylan
patrick pat greggy greg collin james ryan
michael mikey mike john bobby zack zack
brayden brenden brendan boyd steve steven
shawn sean danny dani mark mark jake josh
kal marcus jonny alex richie james tyler tyler
cameron scotty andrew brian jamie ramario
burton chinny david george henry jeff jesse
luke kamden marlon nelson
flippin through a thrift store
magazine
roll
for me
its indie rock and
roll
for me
i wish that there was no one else in the world
besides me and you,and someone else;
only so that i could tell them
all the things i loved about you
before i told you...
all of this would become reality
sooner or later or never
if only 'you' knew how i felt
and who you are
i wouldnt be sitting here
at this moment
writing these very words
because we`d be together
holding hands
& letting go, never
forever holds the peace
someday, forever will release
and baby, that would be the end...
the end of heartbreaks..
the only thing that forever chose to give
long lonely nights, awake..
lying in my hopeless cement bed
black tears falling from my eyes
whos going to be the one to catch my tears
and turn them clear again
countless heartbreak songs run through my head
but in the end.
i see your face..
i hear your laugh
i think of how you make me feel..
oh you make me feel hurt..
you make me feel happy..
and it was you who made me cry
to you, im a friend, im close to you..
after all these days, ive realized that i dont want to be close to you.
i want to be a part of you..
baby, i love you
i just dont like you anymore..
Playlist♥
jessica simpson-these boots were made for walkin`
backstreet boys-incomplete
massari-be easy
massari ft. loon-smile for me
pretty ricky-grind with me
frankie j-obsession
frankie j- the one
frankie j-how to deal
gorillaz-feel good inc.
gwen stefani-hollaback girl
sum 41-pieces
jesse mccartney-beautiful soul
jesse mccartney-because you live
kelly clarkson-behind the hazel eyes
nelly-fly away
missy elliot ft. ciara & fatman scoop-lose control
fat joe-get it poppin
nelly- ride wit me
mariah carey-daydream
mariah carey-always be my baby
mariah carey-shake it off
mariah carey-we belong together
mariah carey-vision of love
gavin degraw-chariot
rob thomas-lonely no more
rob thomas-this is how a heart breaks
michael buble-home
theory of a dead man-santa monica
avril lavigne-fall to pieces
gretchen wilson-redneck woman
fatty koo-bounce
r kelly-in the kitchen
r kelly-step in the name of love
r kelly-happy people
r kelly- trapped in the closet ( chapters 1-5 )
the killers-mr brightside
the killers-all these things i've done
tim mcgraw-something like that
tim mcgraw-live like you were dying
tim mcgraw-back when
tim mcgraw-drugs or jesus
big and rich-save a horse ride a cowboy
sean paul-legalize it
aria-ti amo
DJ Lhasa-Guilia
will smith-switch
bobby valentino-tell me
bobby valentino-slow down
shawn desman-baby stay
shawn desman-spread my wings
shawn desman-lets go
shawn desman-red hair
keshia chante-unpredictable
ashanti-happy
usher-u dont have to call
usher-u remind me
rihanna-pon de replay
tony yayo-so seductive
jermaine dupri-gotta getcha
jojo-weak
jojo-my secret love
jojo-not that kinda girl
DHT-listen to your heart
petey pablo-freek-a-leek
natalie-energy
natalie-going crazy
soul decision-no one does it better
joe feat. g-unit-ride wit u
omarion-touch
omarion-O
amerie-touch
mario-just a friend
the killers-smile like you mean it
destiny`s child-cater 2 U
alexander james-story about your hear ;)
nelly-errtime
bow wow-let me hold you
kanye west-jesus walks
jay z-bring em out
beyonce feat. jay z- crazy in love
50 cent-disco inferno
50 cent-outta control
50 cent-get in my car
ciara-Oh
missy elliot-loose control
ciara-thugstyle
good charlotte-predictable
blink 182-i miss you
faith evans-again
john travolta feat. olivia newton-john-summer loving
lil jon & east side boyz feat. TVT-get low
cory lee-the naughty song
fat joe-lean back
50 cent-just a lil bit
souldecision-kiss the walls
g-unit-hate it or love it
cassidy-hustla
pussycat dolls-don`t cha
Teairra mari-make her feel good
nivea-parking lot
trick daddy-let`s go
daddy yankee-gasolina
mya-my love is like..WOAH!!
olivia-twist it
mike jones-back then
chingy-right thurr
chingy-holidae inn
r kelly feat. cassidy-hotel
alicia keys-you dont know my name
alicia keys-if i aint got you
sweatshop union-broken record
destiny`s child-survivor
jully black-sweat of your brow
ATC-mistake no. 2
mase-breathe,stretch,shake
mase-welcome back
divine brown-old skool love
jennifer lopez-that`s not me
lil jon feat. r kelly- in da club
backstreet boys-shape of my heart
christina aguilera-cant hold us down
destiny`s child-through with love
snoop dogg- signs
t.i-ASAP
bow wow- my baby
yin yang twins-wait ( the whisper song )
carlos santana-why don`t you & i
tiziano ferro-perdona
112-what if
fito blanko-by my side
nek-la vita e
moulin rouge-lady marmalade
t.i-lets get away
3 doors down-let me go
marques houston-naked
petey pablo-vibrate
mariah carey-honey
And So Much More..
the only time hes ever really helped out was when everything was going wrong
it doesnt make sense though
it doesnt make sense though
steve
makin up
breakin up
what do you care
stay if you wanna
love me
stay
breakin up
what do you care
stay if you wanna
love me
stay
honestly, i feel like hes just testing me
like shes testing me
i do everything for him..
for her
like shes testing me
i do everything for him..
for her
